sian!
i hav reach the point that i start to feel sian in this school...
ah~~~
plus there is so much work load...
gonna die soon..
no only tat,something suddenly happen..
unprepare..therefore still in shock..n surprise..
although it happens days ago..
hav to rearange my mood again...
so so tired...
how m i gonna pass this first year..??
how m i gonna survive this place for 5 years??
how???
how i wish there is someone can stay here with me..
at least there is someone to talk to...
i hav been to penang twice for weekend ald..
alomost know penang liao..
first time went with ah lian..
second time went alone.........
third time??soon soon.......i hope..
crazy..
so..havent really sit down n study for my weekend since school starts..
my housemates all study like hell..
not tat i dunwan to study..
juz tat every weekend sure there is something else tat i need to do..
anyways..
i m juz nagging around..
cos really really sian.....
dunno wat to do..
wat to think...
plus feeling quite moody now...
stress + tired + sian = me on 26/9/05,2.46pm
hello..
i m now watching malaysian idole..
n online loh!!
juz come up to update la..
very busy..
lots of thing to study..
only 2 weeks can study forever liao..
damn cham..
nth special la..
miss u all la..
hi hi
hello...
i m here again in com lab.
waiting for my housemates to finish their loan thingy..
so yeah..
dentistry is HARD!!!
lots of things to study lo...
one lecture u can study forever ard..
i havent started my revision..
juz keep copying notes lo..
so sad..
ai..
hopefully i can catch up lo..
there is a senior besides me..
he is studying lo..
he is the one tat bullied me lo..
nth going on la..
he got gf liao lo..
medicine student oso lo..
he is 25 n his gf is 19
er...
no comment la..
but i do watever oso he dunwan to admit he got gf lo..
his fren told me he got gf..
n i actually saw him eating lunch wif his gf lo..
haha..
so yeah..
mostly everyone is attached lo..
lol..
frens around me quite ok la..
juz tat dun hav really really can talk one lo..
dont hav ah chen,jess,ah bao,ah lian,ah poon,ah jie,ah ying and all of u guys lo..
sorry la..cant mention everyones name..
miss u guys a lot lo..
n ppl say i look different from before lo..
i think so too..
becos of my stupid hair lo..
nvm..
i will keep my long hair again..
n keep fit oso..
i hope!!
hehe...
anyways..
msg me or mail me la..
i will be delightful..
i havent been home since i came here..
gonna go bac this week for malaysian idole final..
cos daniel is one of the last 2 finalists!!
i donbt think he is handsome la..
juz tat i support chinese ma..
not tat i watever la..
i m a chinese..so i wan chinese singer more than malay singer lo..
cos i dont listen to malay songs!
WOOHOO...
but then.. i will be going home 2 weeks in a row liao..
cos nex week will be bac in pb!!
yeah!!
so long never see him liao..
dunno fat ot thin leh??
if he didnt sek me i gonna kill him!!
ok..
tat's all for now..
-hugs hugs-
guess where i m...
i m now in com lab..
small one..
wif few pc n lots of lousy printer..
haha
anyways..
my school will move to new campus soon..hopefully la..
got swimming pool one loh...
hehe...
but wif my body shape.....
a bit problem la..if i wan 2 go n swim...
b*** sh**ting..
ok..
i m currently at my new uni..
Asian Institute of Medicine,Science and Technology(AIMST)
although there is a institute word there..
my school is actually upgraded to university ard..
i m doing dentistry first year now..
there is 42 students in my class at the moment..
i know get to know few of them through out this week..
not tat close yet la..except for my housemates loh..
got lots of chinese..
very unusual in my school..
cos my school got a lot of indians...
more gals then boys..
n lastly...
no leng cai...
haha...
this week is orientation week..
school stuff was telling us bout the school..
n most importantly dean and other prof. tolds us stuff bout our course..
i have got my timetable for the whole year ald..
is so pack..
very busy lo..
chinese new year only got 4 days holiday..
my next holiday will come only on 31 oct..one week only..
watever la..
holiday also hav to study one la...
last wed was the day tat we get bullied by our seniors..
they r the first batch doing medicine in AIMST
n our batch is the first batch doing dentistry..
they set up station games..
only 5 stations..
the games was ok la..
not really tat exciting..
maybe becos i have experienced something more extreme in scout...
however..
there was one senior bully me every time he sees me...
first time pour flour on my head..
second time make me wet although i m not suppose to get at that particular station..
third time make me even wet...
watever lo..
have to accept ma..cos he is my senior...
anyways..
i made him wet at last la..
hehe...!!!!
so now..
he is kind of my friend plus senior lo..
gonna hav lunch wif him later..
anything else??
oh ya..
but my roomates..
i m now sharing room wif another 2 ppl..
which means there is 3 ppl in my room..
both of them r quite ok la..
except i feel like i m a stranger to them cos both of them r friends..
n all their topics r their school stuff...
well...
i hav to keep quiet loh..
quite sad rite??
but i m still ok la..
wont be crying becos of this la..
gotto be independent..
all my housemates r quite ok loh..
they all r aware of the cleaness(dont know wheter got this word or not) in the house...
so not bad..
none of them r noisy..
but every single one of them r very very smart student..wif great results...!!!!
stress man!!!
they r like those tat juz like to study..
no activity kind of ppl...
so sian..
oh ya..
there is 6 chinese n one malay in my house..
the hostel provide meals for us..
mostly indian food la..
i m ok wif it..but my stomach not really loh..cos i have gastric ma..
for these few days..i m trying to get use to it..i mean my gastric pain..
my hostel is quite far from school..
we need bout 30 min to reach school by bus..
so everyday bus come n pick us to school..
tat's all i think..
didnt get homesick yet..
but my parents will be coming tomolo la..
but i do miss jess a lot...
cos she used to accompany me everyday in our flat..
making fun n jokes..
shopping..TG..dim summ..
i miss her a lot loh..cos none of my housemates r like her loh..
wish me all the best la..
