Wednesday, July 06, 2005

boring..

never know my holiday will be this boring..
juz dont know why..
no energy to do anything..
everyday juz slack like a pig...
i think i m even worse than a pig...

tomolo i m going 2 genting...
i have been waiting for tis day ages ago..
finally..
i was thinking..
if i never go this time..
i might not have the chance to go in the future..
even if i have the chance..
i might not want to go ald..
cos age is cathching up..
cant be a teenager forever..
sad right..

lots of thoughts have been going on in my brain...
there isnt any specific thing i m thinking on..
basically juz my future..
wondering how dentistry course will be like..
dont know wheter i can handle the course...
my dad said if i can get all As in first year..
he will buy mercedes-bens SMART for me...
dont think i can get all As..
but the car...

think of my relationship..
wat i can get from my relationship..
can i really rely on ah wei..
can we form a good family..
cos my thinking n ah wei's is different..
we come from different family background...
someone once told me that 我追求的是感觉
i dont understand wat that person means..
but after few months till today..
i think i know..
n yes...
我在追求感觉..
i know ah wei think about responsiblity since long time ago...
how bout myself??

this trip to genting..
i wish relax myself..
n get some thoughts right..
n to know ah wei more...

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