long time no see
havent blog for few days d..
went to singapore to meet jess..
n i finally met xue qi...
singapore trip was fun..although i havent been to many places..
but at least i can meet jess..
hopefully jess's hair is better ard..
cos she is really upset bout her new hair style..
i had my hair cut oso..same as last time..
had a great time wif jess's frens..
they r all so lifely...
can see tat they hav lots of fun together...
ah wei is bac...
his hair is short...
his face is damaged...
n i think he is still fat...
haha..
anyway..
he is bac lo...
i m home
hello..
malaysia..
i m back liao..
is so hot here..
but i m gonna be fine..
lei..hopefully u will see this..
thanks 4 everything..
n i have gave yan tian a cup wif daniel carter on it..
hopefully she will give it to u...
miss u..
n jess..
i m coming 2 see u soon..
wei...
miss u..
holiday seems strange so far..
today is sunday ald..
leaving on tuesday...
feeling funny..
dont like these kind of feeling...
maybe cos REALLY leaving nz d..
not coming back kind of leaving...
hmm....
watever!!
dont wan 2 think liao..
i m so sorry 2 xue qi...
i made her cry..
s**t la..
wat m i doing...
always make ppl cry,sad or watever by telling the fact...
oh my gosh...
feel so bad..
but i juz cant change my way of talking cos i think telling ppl the fact is better then lying 2 them..i think will help them more if they live in reality...not fantacy..
there is lots of ppl who like 2 tell nice things..so let me be the bad gal then..
at least 我是真心想别人好的，不是想伤害人的..
xue qi..
hopefully u wont guai me o.k...
i m juz trying 2 help(or maybe trying 2 be kepo)
by the way..
how u know i never go surf ppl's blog??
haha..
firstly..jess told me if u wan 2 go ppl's blog u muz tell them...(at least tell ur fren)
i dun know her frens ma..so dun dare 2 go lo...
secondly..
i m not really a internet person la..
never think of seeing ppl's blog oso...(never think ppl will see mine oso)
so yeah..
like tat lo..
nvm..nex time i will surf more la..
btw..
i m not tat good as u say la..
i m juz a normal normal gal..
kinda boring person oso...
dunno wat 2 say 2 ppl one...
scare u will be disapointed if u know me cos i m really not tat good...
jess is juz bluffing la..（oops...she is so gonna kill me..)
anyway..
nice to hear from u la..i mean in ur blog..
btw..
izzit true tat i cant wear shorts to orchard??
jess really band me like anything la..
even say will only bring me 2 orchard at 8am 2 orchard if i wear shorts..
so evil lo...
lol...
y i cant wear shorts la..??
is so hot u know....
anyway..i ald promise jess liao..
I WONT WEAR SHORTS TO ORCHARD....
so..how is ur life going on since bf left??
surely will be a bit sad n maybe a bit 空虚 lo..i think(tat's wat i feel la)
will need some time 2 get used to it...
like me..
know i dun even care when can i see him ald..as long as i can see him..
i m reaching on wednesday...
however i wont be seeing him till nex week...n i m o.k wif it..
can u see how i change?
it's not tat i dun miss him..
juz tat i hav 2 go see jess n pick my laggage first ma..
maybe me n him quite long ald..
so we r used to distance ald...
as long as we meet..it doesnt matter when is it...
u will reach this kind of stage la...
alamak..
y m i talking 2 u here la...
seems like i m emailing rather than blogging..
watever la..
dun care d la..
take care k..
miss u jess..
finish my exam..
hi everyone..
i finish my exam ald..finally...
havent sleep well yesterday..
dun think i sleep for 4 hours also..
so my english was juz o.k o.k...
but quite happy that i can remember wat i memorised...
anthing la..i pass my english ald anyway...
jess leave this morning..
felt a bit sad..
like i miss sthing...
but will see her soon again in sg....
cant wait..
today..
lei n jack accompanied me for the whole day..
walking around the town..
watching movie..
n dinner n chat for hours...
feeling different..
going home soon..
long time no see..
真的好久没来了。。
发霉了吗？？
应该还没。。
我已经考完三个考试了，星期五还有一个。。
那就是我超级不想考的英文。。
英文是不会难，
但是这次写作文确是要背的。。
最不喜欢背了。。现在还要被一大堆的字！
其实我已经及格了。。因为有 internal assessment.
我真的超想进去写完名字就出来了！！
但又好像不太对（是真的不对啦~~）
所以看自己能背多少咯！！
我的朋友们都考完了。。他们下学期才会有英文。。
多羡慕啊。。
juz been to Roof Top..
its a restaurent...
a super expensive restaurent..
my fren n i went there for my farewell party...
the first time n the last time i hav been there...
chwee ling n her mum made me a CAKE wif my name on it..
i m so happy...
didnt wan to bother them..
but the made a choc. cake 4 me..
chwee ling made it straight after epi exam..
special thanks to chwee ling n yeat mama...
truely thank you...
the dinner was o.k tonite..my appetite wasnt very good..
maybe tat's why the food wasnt super tasty..
but anyway..
is good to hav my nz frens wif me for this dinner..
too bad lei n jack cant join us cos jac is sick...
hopefully he will be fine soon..cos still got a more paper to go...
the whole dinner was good..
except those conversation of ben n nai hau about games that i dont understand at all...
n we keep promoting ben to professor....
let me introduce the "jim mcquillan group" history..(although i dun really know the whole thing..cos my history sucks :p )
firstly,jim mcquillan is our chemistry module 4 lecturer..
according to ben,he told a few cold jokes during his lecture period(which i didnt notice at all)..n ben thinks is funny in some way...n i think only jess can understand tat..
so..suddenly one day ben started to call jess jim mcquillan..
i was like ???...
then after a while i heard professor of the professor of the........until forever..
n summore got demoted to mr.jim mcquillan one..
but finally i understand the whole jim mcquillan group thing..i think is yesterday?
is like because jim mcquillan represent the cold joke guy..
so whoever that tell a cold jokes n no one laugh will be promote to become jim mcquillan..
start from zygote jim mcquillan to the 10 to the power of watever..
but if someone laugh at ur jokes then he/she will be demote...
n the level of promotion n demotion is depends on how many ppl that are present at that point..
this jim mcquillan thing sounds lame..but it is really funny...
suddenly all the sentences tat is not suppose to be a joke is also counted..
n really make ppl dunno wat to tell...
i m not good in telling jokes..so..my level is juz mr.jim mcquillan..
but ben is now president to the power of 6 of the galaxy...
n jess is not far from him..she is professor to the power of 4 of the galaxy..
to anyone tat wants any details or who r interested to the "jim mcquillan group"..
please contact jess...or ben..
they r both the founder of this group...
闹了那么久。。
才发现我真的要走了。。
一去不回头了。。
可以说很开心离开这样恐怖的天气。。
离开一个没有好吃的东西的地方（除了bento)..
但也许这样，我就无法再见到这里的朋友了。。
kl,singapore的还有些可能。。
那其他的就很难了。。。
是有点心酸。。
但没有办法。。
大家都必须追寻自己的梦。。自己的前程。。
这就叫缘份吧！
就只能希望大家会保持联络咯！！
对了，
听jess说雪琪（不知对吗？）的男友后天就要走了。。
雪琪是jess的朋友。。
一位将会开始远距离恋情的女孩。。
她的勇气我很佩服。。
她的执著我很佩服。。
所以我会默默的支持她。。
希望她会幸福。。。
虽然我自己也是一样的情况。。在未来的日子都会是。。
却不知要跟她说些什么好。。
不知有什么可以让她好过一些。。
远距离恋情本来就不好过。。
我想也许就只有她男友能安慰她了。。
能给她最大信心也只有她男友了。。
如果真的要从我经验来说的话。。
那我会说。。
只要你们两个都坚持你们的感情，坚持对方。。
那肯定会成功。。
wah...
say really easy man..
我自己也在坚持着。。
会不会成功还不知道。。
路还长着呢~~~
雪琪，虽然我没有见过你。。
但通过jess的说明和你的文字。。
我可以感受到你的坚强。。
我曾经也像你那样。。
但现在脆弱多了。。
所以我很羡慕你。。
多希望我可以回到那坚强的时候。。。
所以我希望你可以继续。。
也希望无论遇到什么事你都会顺利度过。。
有什么难题是可以问我啦。。
我不介意只要你不介意（我真的有够鸡婆的）。。
对了，jess一直都在我面前提起你。。
我想她很高兴有你这朋友吧。。
还有jess真的是一个很好的朋友。。
你很幸运可以认识她那么久！
也许我有一天会有机会见到你这位女强人吧！
加油！
wah..
i have been mumbling for so long...
siao liao..
tat's it for today la..
好像写了蛮多的。。
人生无常~~
好几天都没写了。。
因为不知道要写些什么。。
都是在读书跟睡觉。。
24小时都在家。。
今天的消息真的是晴天霹雳。。
真的吓呆了。。
不想接受，
却又是那么真实。。
人生无常~~
今天可以过得很好。。
但明天却可以是完全不一样的生活。。
所以，
每天一定要生活得很充实。。
更要珍惜身边的每个人。。
这是我的领悟。。
我真心希望。。
他会好起来。。。
